Monday blues

My Monday task...sigh....

Don't know whether I should be happy or sad. As usual, reporting is a must. I don't mind that and I realized the more I did, I become very meticulous. Thank God for that.

But after the reporting, I need to call up the sales people for the sales updates. This is not an easy task but sounds easy and most of the time they just entertain me by saying 'not yet', 'budgeting' or 'lose'. On the other hand, my manager wants me to update him in details. Sigh... I feel useless for not building a strong rapport with the rest of the colleagues that is why they are treating me this way.

Worse is I need to call up my clients... Sigh... Everyday they are in the rush, and you just got to speed up like a bullet train. The good ones will just reply you, ' Yeah thank you' while the majority really pissed off with you by replying, 'what are you talking, call back, not interested and hang up'. I usually will stunned for a few minutes then only I can get back to normal.

Damn... thinking of what is really gonna happened tomorrow makes me scared and wants to avoid work on Monday. But then again, I cannot run away from reality. All these I need to face and overcome it. All I can do is to pray to God for guiding me through.

Those who are reading this, please do also pray for me. :)